Today was not as I had to expected it to be – and not in a nice way. It was pretty devastating and heartbreaking to tell you the truth.
I was going to spend the day at home, with baby girl, on this sunny day on the 1st of July, feeling sorry for myself. Disenchanted about life and everything in it, questioning signs, asking for answers, and tearing my hair out in the mess of it all.
And then, fate, divine intervention, a sixth sense stepped in… what else can we call it? Oh that’s right.
She must somehow know these things, sense these things. Know that somehow, somewhere, a part of me is crying out for help, support, a shoulder to sob on…
She came by, and it was the most unexpectedly happy moment of the day.
I did ask for help. I did ask for support. And I did have her shoulder to cry on.
And she said yes, yes, yes, with all of her heart.
Not all the day was doom and gloom. We both purged. We both laughed. We both went deep and delved.
And I caught this light-filled moment, light in every definition of the word, as she and baby girl jumped on the trampoline.
Thank you sis. I couldn’t live without your love. 🙂