#2371 34 days in

I am counting down.

We are getting there, but it is taking it’s sweet time.

Winter. 34 days down. Usually time feels like it’s going fast, but ever since about the start of June, it has been D-R-A-G-G-I-N-G.

Everything is cold. Everything is slow. Then like today, sunlight peeks out at me, reminding me of the greater purpose.

You will get there, you will get there.

Moments of laughter punctuate my day. Baby girl is home on holidays, and she goes nuts at the same time every day when I finish work.

Then Hubbie and her put on a music show tonight using her LOL dolls… man it was funny. These LOL dolls caricatured as Doja Cat, The Weeknd, Queen, Sia, even her dancing sidekick Maddie was there doing gymnastic moves.

I plan ahead. Days, weekends, weeks. Something this week, this weekend, next week, next month… plans plans plans. But then I realise I’ve gotten ahead of myself, pull myself back, and remember we are only up to day 34.

So slow. I need to learn to live in the present, but sometimes it’s hard. You just wanna get there.

I am getting there. I need to remind myself that. Baby steps. Very slowly.

And before I know it…


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