I am ruled by the planet Neptune.
That’s what they say anyway, in astrological/planetary terms. If your birthdate number adds up to, or is 7, then that planet rules over you.
My birthdate number adds up to 7.
I have always been a dreamer, and I think part of my head will always be in the clouds. Even before I knew about this little tidbit of info, I still knew myself, what I was, what I did, how I daydreamed.
So when I found out about the number 7 and Neptune, it all made that little bit more sense.
Sometimes dreaming can be bad though. Your thoughts and fantasies and wildest dreams are so unreal, how can they ever come true? Am I just setting myself up for upset when I dream and hope and plan so freely, without contingency plans, without a plan B, without considering the other…?
Life as a dreamer can be hard. You can float in your head, but then you can also fall, HARD on the ground, and trust me, it hurts.
I think as I’ve gone through life, I’ve been using that part of my head, the dreamer part, for my stories, my writing, and not applying it to my life for fear of things not going to plan.
And I’ve lost that part of me. That part that flies in the sky without care, the one who doesn’t know how she will land on the ground, only that surely someone will catch her.
I am trying ever so slowly to get back to her, because frankly, I miss her. I miss being in the clouds where it is light and airy. Where anything is possible. Where rainbows shine bright around you and there is no end to them, because possibilities are infinite and so anything goes… anything floats… including you.
I’ll see you in the clouds. ☁️🌈💫😉